About the Pain

How do you describe about the pain?

To me it feels like something deep-cut right on your chest. It feels heavy. It’s weird cause you feel suffocated while you’re actually breathing. It’s nearly impossible to breathe. It happens in split seconds but it feels so real. It’s unseen wound inside you.

“Pain demands to be felt .” — J. Green

It does, and it feels like hell.

How could someone feel angry, sad, and disappointed at the same time expected to be just fine? I want to shout, rage, and go nuts at the same time. I want to point my finger to those whom hurt me. However, I did nothing but reconcile with myself. Keep telling myself that how life is. It’s unfair sometimes. It’s disappointing sometimes. Expectations that make you hurt so much. The lesser you expect on something, the quicker you get to recover.

C’est la vie. Life goes on. We move on. Forgive. For whatever it is. Just let go.